I'm hungry but my belly is full

suffering Publish: Wed, April 03 2024

I need to write something.
I just want to sedate and numb these conscious thoughts.
I do this to be be ok with myselfe, just standing by, doing nothing for no one other than myself.
I fill my ego with delusions of selflessness and compassion I never gave away but still feel and crave the dopamine from its effect on me.

My pride swells with bravery of a battle I never fought in.

I think how much I could be beside you being what I belive to be my authentic self.

I wish I could die just as fearless as you, you are my hero.

Saifeddin Issam Ayad Abutaha, Laizawmi “Zomi” Frankcom, Damian Soból, Jacob Flinkinger, John Chapman, James “Jim” Henderson and James Kirby, I love you.

(Photo by: AP Photo/Abdel Kareem Hana)

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